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Name: *Brittany
State: Michigan
Metro: Ann Arbor
Gender: Female
Interests: ::loves::*my amazing friends*my favoritest cousin amanda*stars*laying on my roof*chocolate*parties*studio4*gymnastics*boys lacrosse*chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream*bonfires*music*up north*bookstores*my puppy remy*dreams*children*the beach*sand in my toes*being naked*skinny dipping*girl talks*love...
Expertise: *Wish upon a star...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
AIM:  xbittersweetbrit
MSN: Buttercup_SHS
Member Since:
8/8/2005
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| You know what I hate? ex boyfriends! I mean maybe we shouldn't even have boyfriends anyway because 99% of the time they are eventually going to be our horrible ex's and then we will hate them. I mean, what's the point. It's inevitable. And even if you try to be friends with the ex it never really works out that great. You know this is true. You try to maintain a friends based relationship, but eventually that falls apart as well and you lose all connection you ever had with them. That's to bad though, eh? because at that point it is really too late to do anything about it. And another bad thing is when one of them wants to be friends and the other doesn't. I mean, sometimes it is just better to disconnect all contact with them whatsoever including numbers, screen names, clothing, any online contact, addresses, everything such as with my most recent ex. But sometimes the relationship ends and there is still something there so both hold on for a while. Note the for a while part. Then eventually one will let go, leaving the other one still hopelessly hanging on to something that is never going to happen. Too bad really. If al was perfect both could let go and move on just fine, but many instances can come into play preventing this to happen. I guess al is for the best though because eventually they will both move on and go on their separate ways and they would do just fine living the life that they were headed towards. But the hard part is the part right before that happens. The getting over it. Lucky for me I am over mine, but I thought I would just go on about how crappy it is to even have ex's. There is always a jealousy issue for one of the two when regarding new relationships, and it can never be back to the way it was before the breakup. Even if they end up getting back together, things will always be just a little bit different. But Michael once said that you shouldn't even re-date because you obviously broke up for a reason. If it didn't work the first time then odds are it isn't going to work the second time either. I think that this is a good point that can mostly be said to be true. If only I had listened the first time that he told me that....oh well. Now I know. So I am done with my rambling on about ex's for now, even though I have much more to say on the topic. Just ask me abbout it if you want to hear the rest... | | |
| I am thankful for.......love, best friends, puppies,my puppy Remy, stars, hapiness, family, laughter, holding hands, snow, christmas lights, friends, big hugs, long talks with someone I care about, alone time, boys, the sand in my toes, whispers, being barefoot, long weekends where I can sleep in as long as I want to, bonfires, candleslight, gymnastics, my bed, cousins, cuddling up to someone I love, kisses, the painful experiences that you learn the most from, moving on, city lights, silence, Courtney's ability to have fun no matter what she is doing, Jillian's adorable smile and the way that she calls me hollowab, my girl Stephanie even when she is being difficult =p, the way that Paige laughs hysterically and rocks forward, Charlie's quirkiness and the way he calls Court and I on our cell phones for random reasons =), pictures, rainy days, memories.......
Katiesaline2008: i'm thankful that your my friend
sXe DanTheMan: having you as a friend O
aussiechick88: im thankful for you brit
blizzardboy1156: i am thankful for studio 4 so that i could meet you brit
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| I want a boy...
*who can wrestle with me
and let me win.
*who can, when wrestling,
after letting me win, suddenly
flip me over and sit on me.
*who I can talk to about anything
*who laughs at my jokes.
*who puts my cold hands
in his warm hoodie pockets.
*who lets me use his sweatshirt
for a pillow.
*who says I love you & means it.
*who will kiss me in the rain,
in the sunshine, and in the snow.
*whos calls unexpectedly.
*who will have many inside jokes
with me and remember each one.
*a boy who notices haircuts.
*who realizes that I say things
but dont always mean them.
*who can tell me his problems
and let me help.
*who will listen to me talk
*who saves his genuine, big smiles for me.
*with deep eyes,
that can see through faces into depths.
*who gives me his t-shirt to change into
and not expect to get it back.
*who knows my full name--
first, middle and last.
*who willl know when something is wrong
when im trying my best to put on an act
*who will kiss me and
tell me im beautiful.
*who will let me cry to him.
*who will hold me& kiss my cheek.
*who suprises me and compliments
and plays with my hair.
*who will brag about me
to all of his friends
*not afraid to give me a great big hug
right infront of his mom
*who smells like
he just stepped out of the shower.
*who wears cologne that I can subtly
smell when im leaning on his shoulder.
*who tells me I have a nice laugh
and a smile that lights up the room
and simply be mine to hold.....
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| I haven't written in here in forever and now that I'm actually going to I have no idea what to say. A lot has happened lately it seems. I hung out with my new friend Zach a few times this weekend and that was a lot of fun. He is really sweet, but I'm finding it hard to trust right now. Not just him, but anyone. It's just hard to pick yourself up and keep going after someone hurts you and knocks you down. I'm afraid of being lied to and decieved and believing in something that isn't there. I think it might be like that for a while, but maybe I just need some time. I don't know.... | | |
| And the funny thing is that i dont even care anymore, because you're just not worth it. You aren't worth my time, my energy or my thoughts. You definately aren't worth getting upset over. You don't deserve anything, especially my respect. Don't even bother talking to me, because I could care less about what you have to say. One day this is going to come back to you...it's called karma baby, and you will be sorry. And believe me, I am the strong one here and I will be able to move along and get through this just fine and you will be the one looking back and reminiscing. You are the one who messed up and you'll be the one that has to live with that. You are a liar and always will be, and you will come to realize that people don't really like liars at all and people will be wary of trusting you, if they do at all. You lied about so many things that I don't even know the real truth. I don't know when you're lying and when you aren't, and it's just really sad that you've gotten that good at it. Just trust me on this one, you'll think of me and when you do I hope that you realize what you missed out on, and what you let get away. | | |
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